into the great silence

Selasa, 15 Desember 2009


im just silence
always on silent mode
but its sometime
speaks louder
than words

wipe my tears

let it go away
useless tears
had to make you stronger

come on falling!!
come on screaming!!
make your own empty
without your stupid memories!!
make it zero!

simply wish

maybe its just simple dream
have someone who cares with me
have somebody who always notice me
start and finish to loved

ordinary girl has her own space..
to making a bigger dream/s
everyone have to loved and loving
include me :)

Guys.. someday i found him
i love him with my own pleasure..
and (i guess) he loves me to..
but its all my fault..
there is no love.. not loving
just a simple lie.. that make me HURT until now...

God.. You know who is he
only You know..

hopes (maybe) someday i will find someone in somewhere
with something that i need..
thats just simply me God.. :)

just dreaming..


IF I COULD DREAM AT ALL
IT WOULD BE ABOUT YOU...

decode me!!


How can I decide on what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
I can't win your losing fight all the time
Nor could I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all

Well, I will figure this one out on my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so.")
On my own
(My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves

Yeah, Yeah

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah
How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
There is something I see in you
It might kill me,
I want it to be true

Yeah... you are like Edward Cullen..
mysterious... makes me hanging on..
and i dont like it!!!)

Dear GOD

There's only You
who knows me
There's only You
who always seeing me.. give me an attention..
There's only You
who always hearing my heart screaming


You know, im hurt
You know, im happy
always know all my feelings
always understand
all of my desperation

Please tell me
how to become fight??
always listen to me..
because i dont have anyone
except You..

GOD.. You know..
im crying now
crying with You.. with Your hugs..
thats so warm..
You see my weakness now... im weak.. not strong at all

You are in somewhere.. that nobody knows..
but i can feel
Your eyes always glued to me..
You are around me

safe me.. make me more calm